Since Crybaby has been missing I've had a few dreams where he came home. Of course I was sad to wake up and find him still missing. I've also been in the living room a few times and thought I heard him running on the back door. Each time I was let down. Throughout the day I have several thoughts of what may have happened to him, of course some of them are not the best thoughts. Well last night I had a dream where instead of it being crybaby that is possibly hurt/passed away, it was my hubby. I had a dream that something happened to him while walking home, and that he only had 2 days to live. It was terrible. I was crying the whole time in my dream, just not being able to picture life without him, and having to tell family that he only had 2 days left, and our boys! It was absolutely terrible!! I hope I never have to experience those emotions in real life. I woke up very upset, and told my hubby to never leave me. I don't know how people can handle the loss of a spouse in real life! But the dream was as if it was about crybaby, but it was my husband instead. very weird. Tomorrow will be 2 wks missing :( Yesterday we had Jennifer and her family over, and when I talked about Crybaby, I spoke in present tense, as if he was still alive. I'm hoping that means he is, but I also wonder if its because I'm not ready to accept that he isn't.

Speaking of Jennifer and her family, it was a great visit! I was going to do the cooking, but hubby took over. I do the cooking for the family, and he likes to do the cooking for guests! fine with me! lol.
Jennifer brought over some omg yummy cake! It was spice apple with peanut butter frosting. Something like that, all home made, and it was so damn delicious! She left it here, such a sweetie! and its not going to last long, lol. She has a great family. Her husband seems wonderful. He is very nice and seems like a great dad! Him and Neils get along great! We played 90's Trivial Pursuit. It was fun, I got 1 or 2 correct questions, lol. Neils kicked ass.
Nikki, her son, is just so precious! He's such a happy content baby. I once again forgot to take a picture of him and Kaiden together!! Tomorrow I am bringing my camera to mommy group! Its going to be a St. Patricks Day theme, all the babies wearing green :)

Ethan is loving his kitty so much, her name is Buttercup. He likes to call her Princess Buttercup. He is always cuddling and petting her. Yesterday he came home from school and spent an hour and a half just loving her, it was so precious!