5 days now

Crybaby has been missing 5 days now
:( Today was the first day I left the house since posting all the signs. It was so depressing driving down my road and seeing his picture all over. I miss him so much! I almost cried, but was dropping Ethan off, and didnt want to look like i had just cried. But on my way home, when i saw the pictures again, I started crying so hard, finally letting it all out. And when i pulled around to the back of my house, he usually runs along side to greet me, and that made me cry even more. Im starting to feel less and less optimistic that he is coming home, but I know its still a possibility! and Im holding on to that!

On a lighter note, Ethan was GREAT this whole weekend, he was back to my sweet boy and it made me feel so good! I was very pleased :)
Although, today he was getting ready to climb over the kitchen gate, and Blue came up and got in his face, so Ethan hit him on the head, i was right behind Ethan, so i gently hit him on the head, lol, i know, not the smartest thing to do. but he has been doing this to Blue for far to long. Needless to say he got his feelings hurt, so i explained that thats what Blue feels like. So he apologized to Blue, and I apologized to him. So we get to school, and he tells his teacher, oops! lol. I told his teacher what he was talking about and she said "well thats how Blue feels" Ethan wasnt really paying attention. So he turns to the kid next to him, and knocks on his head, lol, in a playful manner. OOPS again. I told him we keep our hands to ourselves. (just like mommy did!) lol. So i felt like a dork, but hopefully he remembers it and stops hitting my dog.